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I swear I cannot make up my mind

June 11, 2026 — ~calvusrex

I am pretty sure I hve ADHD when it comes to projects. I get one going and the next thing you know it's "Ohh!Bright shuny thing" and I ending moving to something else.

I have a server than has been reloaded three times the past 3 days. Each time I think "yeah, this is a good use for this system" and then, nope, something else pops up and I start it over. That same system now is doing nothing and my weird ass brain is trying to find something to do with it. Forget "do you even need it".. hell no, SOMETHING needs to be on it! :)

I need to quit coming up with new projects and actually finish a bunch that I have started. I have quite a few of those. I think I am a planner and a builder and deep down I'm afraid they will get completed and then I'll be like, "OK, thats that now what?" But that might not be bad... I don't know.. Definitely ADD when comes to this stuff!!

Tags: projects, ADHD, servers, builder, busy brain